And that's what I'm trying to do now. I try to read something smart every day and I try to remind myself (also usually on a daily basis) that even if all the dots in your life don't make sense at this very point in time, that like Steve Jobs said 'you can't connect them looking forward, you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future'.
I like this speech so much. I know you've probably seen it, but I can watch it again and again and never get bored of it, so I thought you might like to get reminded of it as well. I'm happy where I am at the moment, very happy, but sometimes it frightens me to not know exactly where I will be in 10 years, and this speech reminds me to just have trust that everything will be ok.